Well, here I am, again, unfotunately not happy. I need to talk, I need to speak, and be honest, without outside opinions...
When I was seven, I said to my father: "Daddy I need to learn how to speak english!" and my father answer me with another question: "But you´re only seven, why do you wanna learn how to speak english right now?", and I said: "Because I have to learn how to speak with Michael Jackson!"...
For me that moment was really important, and from that day on, I dedicate myself to learn, and the reason was only to be able to comunicate with my idol, with my star...
Course the life goes on, and trough the years, I found more reasons to learn english, and this gives me lots of good oportunites, but the first one, was really this one.
I grew up, hearing and waiting for the day that I could see him , and say to him my history, and my love, my admiration...
I have so many moments of my life where Michael was essential... An old friend, should be at this moment, remebering of one old discussion, almost a big figth, for the simple reason that She said that Michael was somenthing bad..I really don´t remember the exactly reason, but my point is that MJ was really important in my life..
I remember my first neighbor, dancing around, singing that song.. He used to show me the photos from the album.. At that time, was "Off the Wall", and from that day on, as I grew up, I bought my own albuns.. And, I have it all.. its still in "LP" the old "Long Play"...
I became a woman, I grew... as my dream to know my star..
Around the 90's one of my dreams became true, my brother was born, finaly! I was the only child for long 8 years... And of course, He grew up listening to MJ, and learned to dance as him as well.. But the most interesting detail about this, is that My Bro was only 2 when He performed like MJ in our living room.. It was really cute, we have this taped in somewhere, I´ve got to find it! Good times..
One month ago, listening to the radio, the announcer said: Michael Jackson is going back to the stage!
And the radio was making some promotion to take two lucking people to wacth the first show on July in London... Wowwww.. I thought! This time, even that I don´t win, I will finally have the chance to go to a Michael Jackson´s Show! How awesome is that??
Today, I did my regular stuff, after the Gym, I turned on my TV, and the regular News TV announced: Michael Jackson´s death in details on this edition!
My heart sttoped for a second.. I took my hand to my mouth, and I could stop my tears to fallen through my face... I changed the channel, looking for one who says that was not true.. Unfotunately is true.. My idol, my star is no longer with us. Now the TV just say about Him, and His life.. Now.. Now that He´s death...
I know that life has to go on, and that Michael was not my relative, or someone close..He doesnt even knew about my existence! I know that, but even all this, He made me happier, and give me lots of reasons to be someone more capable to reach my dreams. And thats why today I am sad, and felling blue for you MJ. And this english text, is part of all the things I trained to say to you, this is my way to say: I love You Michael, I´ll never forget you and Rest in peace... A star doesnt die, just change places...
" Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race..."
One month ago, listening to the radio, the announcer said: Michael Jackson is going back to the stage!
And the radio was making some promotion to take two lucking people to wacth the first show on July in London... Wowwww.. I thought! This time, even that I don´t win, I will finally have the chance to go to a Michael Jackson´s Show! How awesome is that??
Today, I did my regular stuff, after the Gym, I turned on my TV, and the regular News TV announced: Michael Jackson´s death in details on this edition!
My heart sttoped for a second.. I took my hand to my mouth, and I could stop my tears to fallen through my face... I changed the channel, looking for one who says that was not true.. Unfotunately is true.. My idol, my star is no longer with us. Now the TV just say about Him, and His life.. Now.. Now that He´s death...
I know that life has to go on, and that Michael was not my relative, or someone close..He doesnt even knew about my existence! I know that, but even all this, He made me happier, and give me lots of reasons to be someone more capable to reach my dreams. And thats why today I am sad, and felling blue for you MJ. And this english text, is part of all the things I trained to say to you, this is my way to say: I love You Michael, I´ll never forget you and Rest in peace... A star doesnt die, just change places...
" Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race..."
